I’m in a

I’m in a financial hole i cant get out of. I promised to pay back to my son but the means to do so has been taken from me. I’m battling anger and choosing to cope with life by viewing porn. I struggle with thoughts of suicide because i see no way out. Depression , anger and unbelief plaque me daily. I currently cant make my financial obligations and it confounds me as i know the word tells the wicked borrow but dont repay.