My dear friend, Is the situation you are facing making you feel anxious right now? Let me share some of the anxious moments I have gone through in my life and how God has helped me to come out of it. God can do the same in your life too.
The doctor walked into my hospital room to share the diagnosis report. The previous day as I was walking back home from the office suddenly one side of my body went numb. I also could not speak. But my body and brain recovered over the next twenty minutes. Initially, the doctors doubted I went through a possible mild stroke. They asked me to take an MRI, blood tests, and CT scan. I was told that I have one of the seven diseases, which includes cancer, Brain infection, and so on, etc. But none of them are curable.
Later diagnosis along with other symptoms pointed to the initial stages of lymphoid Brain cancer. The only way to get clarity was to do a tissue sampling surgery. As part of this procedure, few holes will be drilled through my skull to collect the brain samples. The surgery has its own risks and side effects. The doctor explained to me if they could not conclude on firm diagnostics, then the next step was to open my skull to check the possible issues in the brain. If the diagnosis points to cancer, I would have to start chemotherapy and radiotherapy immediately. It was my anxious moment. I thought i have very limited time to live.
Three days before all these happened. We had a family prayer time at our home. We picked an old song with the following words.
He (Jesus) will never let me go.
Though the storm may come and sea may roar,
He will never let me go.
I knew the outcome of the Brain sample surgery will have a major impact on my life. I was taken to the operation theatre. The doctors connected all the tubes. My God reminded me of the song we sang as a family three days back. “He will never let me go. The Storm may come, and the sea may roar. But my God will never let me go.” What a wonderful song it is. I was holding on to this song.
The anesthesia made me unconscious without my knowledge. I did not know what happened. When I got my consciousness back, I was in ICU. I heard a loud voice, “This the presence of God. Declare his name”. I was still recovering back from my anesthesia. My words came forcefully without my control. I felt someone plucked the words out of my mouth. I started praising God. There was a great presence of God around me. I started shouting in the ICU this is the presence of God and He is here. I repeated it several times. Jesus showed me how beautifully he was with me all along during the surgery. I closed my eyes and went unconscious. When I can not see and when I can not move during the surgery, God showed me he was in control all throughout. He never let me go. The sea was roaring all around me and there was a storm in my life. But my God never let me go.
Few days after my surgery doctors concluded it was not cancer or any one of the seven diseases they initially thought. But I was diagnosed with a rare disease that can be managed through medicines. I took medicines for the last three years. I was put on a heavy steroid. Life was not easy under steroid. I could not sleep due to the side effects. I slept for very few hours and God gave me the strength to still manage my job. But Jesus was with me giving me strength and motivation to continue. There was immense tiredness. Over the years Doctors reduced my dosage and my life almost came back to normal.
Over the three years, Jesus got hold of me, and I ended up much closer to Him ever before. The ministry of BelieveHim.org was born because of the burden Jesus has put in my heart during this period. It was God who gave the vision to reach out to those who are going through similar anxiety such as mine. The heart of Jesus cries for those who suffer in pain. The message that Jesus loves them and He can change the future is the only message we communicate.
All through my life, He was good to me through the ups and downs. In my good times, I gave praises to Him. In my difficult time, I went to His presence to learn lessons from Him. But Jesus has His own way to bring me out. He will bring you out of your problems too. Do not be discouraged.
My dear friend, are you anxious about your life? Are you in a difficult situation right now? Is there a storm around your life? Are you worried about your job, debt, health, or any other problems? God can take care of you as he did in my life. He is much bigger than your problems. He is the God who created you. Surrender your life to him. Seek Him with all your heart. We are going to pray to Jesus now. Place your hand on your heart and believe in Jesus. He is going to calm your heart and fill your heart with peace.
Dear Jesus, I need healing in my heart and soul. You know the difficult situation I am going through. Jesus, I need your help right now. I am sorry I did not seek you before. I am coming to you with a humble and contrite heart. Take away all my anxiety. Please fill my heart with your heavenly peace. I have questions about my life and my future. I know you have the answers to all my questions. Jesus, please change my life. Fill my life with joy and peace. Come into my heart. I pray in Jesus's name, Amen.
Dear Friend, Jesus wants to make you His own child. Ask for forgiveness for your past life. Jesus will forgive you. He will renew your life and lead you like a father lead His own child. Please humble you heart and pray to Jesus. If you want to know how you can become a child of Jesus, you can read here =>
Dear friend, Jesus has listened to your prayer. He will surely answer it. Please seek Him and follow Him with all your heart. We are praying for you. May God bless you and make you a blessing for many.
We are praying for you. Jesus will surely bring peace and joy in your life. He will release you from all your problems. May God bless you and make you a blessing for many.